Apostle Estelle Tolmay
Estelle serves as a called and confirmed Apostle in the restored government of God, and she is an IDCCST® Spiritual Life Coach. Apostle Estelle uncomplicates faith by giving you answers that you can relate to. View my profile.
I woke from a divine dream back in April of this year that points out how God is restoring confidence back to His divine apostolic stewardship. Christians want the real Jesus and real spiritual transformation, but have been getting the experimental Jesus.
I want to share the dream with you because it speaks of the work that God is doing through His restored government to bust common misconceptions and address the current church leadership.
The habit has been to preach to people about their issues and the theoretical claims of the benefits of Christ without actually teaching people how to action those things because they are not equipping believers with the spiritual tools of Jesus’ covenant.
Divine Dream
This dream was given to me by the Lord April 20, 2024. The Lord showed me how the false church operates and why He is sending His chosen apostles to restore the church to His original design and blueprint of truth.
In this dream I saw a small circular train track with a single-cart train built for one person to sit in. There was an observer and instructor with a clipboard in a white coat. I watched as an onlooker when an overweight person was instructed to get into the train cart to experience mobility.
They were instructed to remain seated for 6 laps but the person in the seat could not wait to get out. They tried to get out earlier and the instructor stopped them and asked why, and the person said they were uncomfortable in the seat.
The instructor told this person to sit back in the seat all the way (as to commit to being there) and then the person would be able to complete the loop 6 times as expected.
As I observed this, I thought to myself this is not the way in which mobility should be introduced to a person that has been accustomed to stagnant habits. Giving them the feeling of mobility but not using their limbs. [end of dream]
Setting Order and Dispelling Myths
God uses dream symbolism that is easily recognizable to all. Most everyone is familiar with toy trains and how a child’s imagination works as he watches the train go round and round. In reality, there is no mobility taking place. And on a bigger scale, where toy trains mimic real ones in theme parks, we have all seen the replicas where you can actually climb in and take a ride. These also are built to feed the imagination.
So, God is speaking plainly that the present religious systems that emerged from the Jesus movement produced an imaginary faith that at one point gives pleasure (to the imagination), but looking behind the scenes, God shows how believers experience great discomfort and agitation at this fruitless exercise of their faith, just as the person in my dream.
God is addressing the common experience of every Christian who has been taught to serve God by exercising their imagination with scripture, hoping to see how to live a supernatural life and develop their faith to get God to do the impossible instead of exercising their will with grace and truth under the stewardship of living apostles.
Myth #1: that your faith can progress in the will and power of God while going in circles.
The small circular train track with the single-cart train represents the loop in which believers in the current Christian culture have been stuck. While promising them liberty, mobility, and maturity in Christ, they are not given the knowledge of the covenant of Christ to exercise their will with His tokens.
Ephesians 5:17
Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is.
Apostle Paul and all the early apostles instructed believers that they need not look inward for the will of the Lord. Neither are they directed to go on a fishing expedition to search for the will of God. Those who are unwise in God’s ways of covenant are always searching for His power outside of what He has provided in Christ.
There is a reason for God speaking of His “Intelligent Design” that He placed in Christ-Centered Spiritual Transformation. He established living connections for us to reciprocate to Him and a bonding power in His tokens that produce in us His divine nature.
Myth #2: that ministers can know the will of God by experimenting with scripture.
In my dream, the Lord showed me that the instructor in the white coat represents those who hold positions of leadership in the church today. Unsanctioned, unauthorized and unsanctified by God, they journey through their leadership experience as if it were a science experiment—making their own observations, not working from the blueprint God has already restored in truth.
Their theology and foundational Christian practices are focused on the hypothetical, the theoretical of what Christ can do for believers, but because their instruction is broken off from the covenant of Jesus Christ, they keep the believer going in circles, tethered to the flesh instead of being liberated from it. The will of God is a living experience in all the tools and knowledge of His priesthood that God sanctified for us to touch Him. Faith in God manifests that living experience.
The Drive for a Flesh-Centered Gospel
So many Christians are crying out in desperation, “Will the real Jesus please stand up!” And in answer to their prayers, God has sent His restored government to separate the gospel of the flesh from the real gospel of His Christ.
The gospel of the flesh is represented by the number 6 in my dream. The number 6 is the number of man because God created man on the 6th day. (Gen. 1:27-31)
You’ll notice in the dream that the instructor told the man to take 6 laps around the track. This represents how flesh-centered instruction keeps the believer looped to the promise of mobility and increase in Christ (what you will gain), but through these false ministers and their teachings, Satan is misdirecting them back to themselves, the material things, the release from temporal pressures such as personal issues, relationships, baggage as such.
Let’s look at a few examples of this to see where the false message ties in for you. This can be seen in the teachings that are person-focused instead of Christ-focused:
– what God has in store for you will take you beyond this struggle you are in.
– whatever emotional and generational prison you are stuck in, God wants you to be released from this.
– you can experience the supernatural. Whatever God has called you to do, He will equip you to do it. Just go walk out past your comfort zone.
All this rhetoric claims without the tools of Christ to exercise the limbs of your faith are emotional and makes good storytelling especially when it speaks to your struggles and it sells. People feel moved in their heart but their faith never moves with God because His covenant terms and conditions for His active involvement are being ignored and the fleshly system has replaced it.
Myth #3: that recommitment will get the job done.
There’s a point in my dream when God punctuated the abuse believers receive at the hands of ministry leaders. Every time a believer states the obvious transgressions of false knowledge, that their lives are not being transformed, that they are not experiencing God’s Intelligent Design for Christ-Centered Spiritual Transformation, they are given the same instructions: They need to really commit to being in that position.
Going back to the divine dream that God gave me, I saw how the instructor (false minister) told this person to sit back in the seat all the way (as to commit to being there), and then the person would be able to complete the loop six times as expected. This is the experimental Jesus.
God is breaking this ungodly hold that keeps your faith from progressing with His will in Jesus’ covenant.
Remember when Jesus was walking on the water in the midst of a storm and called out to Peter to leave the comfort of the boat and meet Him on the water? God’s call to covenant is to leave the comfort of the illusionary and imaginary Christian life and to meet Jesus in the new life of His covenant.
The life of Christ in His covenant is contrary to everything you might have heard.
The Gospel of Regeneration Replaces the Fleshly Gospel
God has raised up His spiritual government to preach the gospel of regeneration to restore the divine connections that God built into His framework of truth. God’s word is Jesus Christ, and Jesus set His covenant in motion so that your faith would be in the mighty deeds of the covenant, not in words only.
God lays bare the false promise-driven spiritual claims of increase and supernatural life built into the false faith industry, but at the same time, God also reveals His remedy. He has not left the church without hope. The restoration of the covenant of Jesus Christ contains the tools and knowledge empowered by the Spirit to rebuild faith from the ground up.
The struggles of the flesh and the prison of the mind are overcome daily in your growth cycles as you cooperate with the Spirit using His tools and knowledge to align your faith with God’s input and output mechanism designed in Christ. This speaks of reciprocation in kind, which means that your faith responds to God on His level, with Christ and not with the broken portions of self (the flesh).
God teaches covenant reciprocation to break the loop of the flesh. Covenant reciprocation is Christ-focused and not self-focused. God is restoring confidence back to His divine apostolic stewardship.